I am here with you Jan – as a breeze, as a calm note in the night, as a momentary pause of wakefulness during the night. Life on earth is so very tenuous and brief and can only be marked by the moments that you spend in the present. There is no other way to go through this time except as a series of present moments. Right now this is a struggle for you because you...
Read MoreHe (Trump) shows everyone what they fear most – in others and in themselves. So – each must make his own peace with that terror – in what ever way he can. Many will find blame and will lash out. Others will need to retreat and cry. Still others want to and will need to run away from wherever they believe the base of this caricature to be. All must be embraced and...
Read MoreThe scene now on earth and in the U.S., where you originated in this life – is completely viewed as chaos. Mighty energies, Ego energies are ablaze now vying for control. It is good to view it from afar, even if you are right in the center of it. Keep your eyes and heart focused on the steady, the heart beat – the native people, the animals, the forests, the quieter...
Read MoreThe conversations with Frank began one night nearly four months after he unexpectedly died. It was July 1, 2014. That July evening I purposefully said out loud, to Frank, that I missed him and loved him and wished we could have the conversational time we used to have. Was there a way? I was feeling sorry for myself, left behind while imagining that he was on the...
Read MoreI admit I felt anger with Frank about his sudden death. In some part of my heart I felt abandoned, left out. It wasn’t something we were able to talk about really – though he mentioned it on the six month anniversary of his death. Jan, you are still in my mind and heart and I am there with you often. Remember the night before I left you – 6 months ago now. I knew I...
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