12:22 a.m., November 2, 2015
I was immersed into the process of editing and preparing the manuscript for my editor to read. Working hard with long days it seemed like life was hectic and busy. US elections were still a year away, but the tension was mounting during the endless spectacle of Primaries and election craziness. I was tired.
I was awakened in the night a couple of times and while I looked at the clock I didn’t get up. Finally at 12:22 I did, wondering what Frank wanted to talk about.
Yes, Jan – I wanted to talk with you. Life is full right now – you have so much going on and the book is moving forward as if it has wings now. I am so very pleased about it all. You will be seeing new things coming to you about the book, for it now is in the realm of accomplishment instead of just potential. You have finished! And this is a celebratory time. It is good that you have Marie, who now understands the importance of all that you have written. We here understand and approve of your message, your words, your story and we celebrate. Do not worry about a publisher. All will come as it is needed. Your job is to continue to work on the editing and meet with the people who call you now. Jan, dear Jan. do you now see how life unfolds like the flower, nourished by the soul? When you acknowledge. When you realize that life is but an illusion that is fed by the stirrings in the soul you see the truth of it. It is a loosening of attachment to what is and appears as life. The real attachment is to the beauty and truth of the soul. This is a mighty shift in consciousness, attention.
Awareness. Love it and be it.
The best thing is that at a soul level you are completely safe, untouched by evil or fear and surrounded by pure love. And I am right there with you. When you think about life know that you speak about earth life, but the truth is in soul life, soul being. What is soul being? It is pure connection to all souls – all living things. It is in being. It isn’t in action. Yet it does involve growing and deepening, which are actions of sorts. But the action of a soul is through deep communication with other souls of all varieties.
Learning on earth is through actions such as doing things, talking, affecting changes, overt communication – always with in the realm and the direction of the ego. Once the ego is uncovered and exposed, the controlling aspects of it can be moderated, managed – and that is where everyone must get in order to really make beneficial changes in the earth. Yet many souls, as part of their journeys are deeply controlled by ego in a world that honors it. So..it is difficult to see how progress is being made. Still it is. Soul by soul by soul.
Awakening is the key – for once awake, there is no turning back from the truth. Isn’t it such a miracle, Jan? Isn’t it such a miracle that you are now where you are – and I am where I am? How I struggled in life, yet I was gaining so much understanding in my time on earth. Would I have been able to move to where you are now? I don’t know. My path was through death. My life was finished on earth – and I found the answers here. Your path was to learn through the pain of separation and death – and then to find connection – so difficult to actually feel – and then to really feel it. Really be it. When you feel it now you understand the enormous and immense power of it. The absolute ecstasy of connection. Much more than any life feeling hosted by the ego. Do you still see that I am here with you, with my arms around you – still wearing my red shirt, still with my beard and smile and strong will . and love. My earth features can be brought to mind to assure you in your memory of me. But the more powerful is my soul, that can join your soul in enduring union. This is the truth of love.
