12:42 a.m., January 7, 2015
I was thinking that I felt some distance from Frank at the time. It had been nearly ten months and I was thinking about him while lying on my bed in the evening. Suddenly a gentle breeze flowed over me and I understood that it was Frank sending me a very subtle spirit signal – just letting me know he was here. It felt so good. A cool breeze. I drifted off to a quiet sleep.
12:42 a.m. Wed, Jan 7, 2015
My dearest Jan – I am here. I know when you are wanting to be closer and then I can wake you and talk. You have said that I don’t tell you much about where I am. I can say to you that it is so very peaceful here – and so very calming. Every other spirit and soul is here feeling the peace and knowing that they are home. An amazing feeling really – to be truly home. It isn’t like being home – in Canada or in Costa Rica…it is like being home in a place you have always been but never really know until you are here again. It is so very different from being in a body on earth – because here none of the concerns of a body exist – just the amazing constant of one’s soul or light..that continues and is so very immortal, constant, secure and truly everlasting. It is good that within the soul is the beautiful memory of life so I remember all of the details of our life on earth. I can easily be with you and am so fortunate that you allow the connection. We know that it is hard for those in bodies to shift to spirit thought – too many distractions and pressing needs and other irritants. So we appreciate and rejoice when you are able to shift your thoughts and focus your energy toward your soul. And listen. And feel. And appreciate the connection beyond.
What do I see? I see light – and then all kinds of scenes if I just stare into the light. Sometimes I see so many things to read – right in front of me, like I used to have on my iphone – but they are not on a machine or tool. They are right here – printed to read, in light. Sometimes I hear any music I want to hear – even Cat Stevens and other melodies I loved. Sometimes I see myself as if I am in my body – sitting and talking to others, discussing. I can feel myself laughing. I can set the scene from a kind of memory…and I can also join you in whatever you are doing, and be there – just by your side. But most of the time I am surrounded by pure light, brilliant and also subdued, beautiful light.
A sudden image of Frank in a white robe came into my mind.
No, I don’t wear a long white robe….I don’t have a body that needs clothes anymore. The amazing peace and all understanding is just unbelievable. You know, Jan that you can also imagine, through my words, what it is like to be here. I know you do. And it is the knowing this exists and is the real part of our existences that account for your shift in thought and being. I love hearing you speak about it to others and that is why I am always whispering to you – things to write, things to think, things to offer in conversations. I know that you have some fear about speaking about soul and death and after life….but it is simply time. Jan, it is time. So I continue to whisper and send a comforting breeze to let you know that I am always just nearby – whenever you think of me or say my name. I so love you. Forever.
