2:00 a.m., August 6, 2015

Jan, you need to know that everything is going to go very well and you will be surprised to see how it will all turn out. Do not worry. The plan is underway. From here I can see that this is exactly what is needed to happen for the farm and for the workers and for the new people. Life is such a process and sometimes a difficult one. We feel out of step, out of touch and awkward. And yet we are the ones who are making the plans, making our way and showing the way forward. It does not ever feel sure. But it is. Know how much I love you – Know that there are those on earth as well as here who are helping. Trust them.

Early the next morning I received an email from my son, Jonathan who said that he thought Frank had visited him in the night through a dream.

Mom,

Good morning Mom. I think Frank had a small visit with me last night. I was tossing and turning in bed, experiencing fragmented dreams, when all of a sudden I felt his presence. I think he said, “Your mom is going to be alright.”

I then opened my eyes, and said, “Frank, is that you?”

I had an image of him smiling and laughing, and he said, “I’m right here”, and then he giggled.

After that experience I had chills of energy in my body. I’m pretty sure Frank visited me.

I thought you would like this. Love you, Jay. 

The farm sale moved forward in fits and starts, as did threats of a lawsuit by workers who wanted things to return to how they were before Frank died.