11:11 p.m., September 17, 2015

Jan, dear dear Jan, You are to go on and take your time and pleasures. It is often so slow and so hard on earth. You ask why? I can only tell you that at each moment you are learning and growing. Often you do not feel it, but each moment of life does count and add in. 

Please let go of the farm workers and any others who now crowd your mind with concern and fear. They are there as pin pricks to stimulate your questions and enable you to move beyond. None can hurt you in any way and in truth each one knows that you are untouchable at a soul level. They merely want your attention or your blessing and do not know how best to receive it. See them as goldfish. They cannot escape the medium of their plight – the water as you walk upon a path in another – the air and earth.   They can not succeed. You do not need to try to swim with them.

I hope you come to a gentle peace, with your pain and grief. I will keep coming to show you I am with you and you will see me, feel me and know. Look for me, dear Jan. I am here and love you completely and surely. When your mind drifts to fear, be gentle and direct it to the path ahead. You are loved.

Frank’s words about seeing those who threatened as goldfish swimming in water while I walked on the earth really helped. I was able to use the metaphor of elemental separation to feel more grounded and safe.