11:11 p.m., May 10, 2015

Anniversary date again… I woke – but not sure that Frank woke me. I glanced at the clock and thought it said 11: 51, but when I looked again – it was 11:11…Hm. I’m just restless. Wondering. CAN you prove to me that you are here and talk to me? Tell me what you would want me to do..

Jan, beautiful jan. you know that I am here when you see me change the clock or move something in front of you. If you could see me you would see my smile, my visage as I was to you. I am here. What do I want you to do? I want you to live and be free from worry and concern. But if you ask me about our book, I want you to write and keep writing. Where you are going now is the right path for you. Your job now is to continue. I can see how it will be ahead and you will be very surprised. So many want to hear what you are writing – they want hope and to be free from all the misery, the pain and the pressures in their lives. They want to know that there is peace ahead for their souls. They want to know that their souls will survive beyond death and they want to move on in joy and expectation – not fear and worry. You know this is true. What I can do is whisper thoughts that you will know inside your mind. I can send you ideas, reminders, and plant some memories. Please continue as you are doing – to stay vigilant. That is the key. Keep looking for the messages and the way forward. Follow your hunches, jan. You know I had trouble with this in life – but I now see that the path lies just ahead but is often obscured. Sometimes the step must be taken just knowing that the footfall will be true – without any guarantee. It is also about trust. You are learning to trust your inner directives – and they do come from beyond – from me, from your guides, from your higher self – your soul and your spirit. The voice that would lead you in the wrong direction does not really exist. I am with you always, dear jan… just write. And paint. And live. And love.