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On Fear

My struggle with fear began as I emerged from the all encompassing shock of Frank’s death. Frank’s unfinished business was suddenly mine – the selling of his farm, worker negotiations, looming lawsuits. I felt the dark clouds of fear, especially during the nights.

2:00 a.m., August 6, 2015

By on Oct 5, 2016 in On Fear | 0 comments

Jan, you need to know that everything is going to go very well and you will be surprised to see how it will all turn out. Do not worry. The plan is underway. From here I can see that this is exactly what is needed to happen for the farm and for the workers and for the new people. Life is such a process and sometimes a difficult one. We feel out of step, out of touch...

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3:21 a.m., August 14, 2015

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Dearest Jan You are now in the midst of the stream that is carrying you and the farm to its best purpose, each of you. You will see your real connection to the farm through this journey and it will be very fulfilling. Know that I am right here with you on the path, in the stream as are others. Your job now is to stay true to yourself as well as to the larger being....

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12:11 a.m., August 21, 2015

By on Oct 3, 2016 in On Fear | 0 comments

So much in this life on earth appears so frightening. Fear is our major obstacle in life and it is something none of us are capable of fighting alone. Try to imagine fear as a cloud that can dissipate like flakes of dust, with a fresh stirring of wind. Smile, dear Jan. take your steps as you do. Walk knowing that the path is being cleared for you just in the moments...

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11:11 p.m., September 17, 2015

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Jan, dear dear Jan, You are to go on and take your time and pleasures. It is often so slow and so hard on earth. You ask why? I can only tell you that at each moment you are learning and growing. Often you do not feel it, but each moment of life does count and add in.  Please let go of the farm workers and any others who now crowd your mind with concern and fear....

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12:12 a.m., November 21, 2015

By on Oct 1, 2016 in On Fear | 0 comments

Jan – I am here, just beside you and have been watching out over the city – with the lovely lights and clouds that are your base, your reality. What an amazing opportunity we each have in earth life…to choose how we respond to the never-ending challenges of the world. The events are now coming faster and are broadcasted so that nearly all can know what happens or is...

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